Artist's Statement
My topic for the
fireside chat was such a personal one, it’s hard to say if there was any
outside inspiration. The closest thing would likely be Brené Brown’s Ted talk
on The Power of Vulnerability, something that’s inspired me to put myself into
my art, even when it’s difficult.
Affirmations
were something I wanted to introduce to everyone because I’ve used them in my
life and I know they work. At least, they work for me. I knew portraying that
was going to be difficult, though, and I didn’t want to just stand there and
give a lecture on how and why they were good things. Beliefs in general are
incredibly subjective, and I had to be okay with that, purposely choosing to not
include other testimonials, data, or any “reliable” support. In this case, my
experiences were all that was needed to back up my claim, so I knew I had to
show it instead of tell it.
The reading for
this week, Susan Sontag’s article Regarding
the Pain of Others, she discusses shock value in photography and the effect
(or perhaps lack of effect) it has on the viewer. For my presentation, I didn’t
want an element of shock per say, but I new it needed to be visual in order to
be impactful. And in order for it to say what it needed to, it had to be
authentic.
I chose roughly
three types of media to work with: video, storytelling, and demonstration. I
wanted the video to present affirmations in a positive way, since they are
often looked at as bizarre, if not egotistical behavior. (At least, it
certainly can feel that way when you do them.) The story needed to be there to
set the tone and give context until I felt like I could demonstrate the
affirmations and hopefully communicate that this was something incredible important
to me.
Our recent topics
in class—being aware of good work in the community, studying empathy, media’s
ability to represent people’s beliefs and ideologies—has added another layer to
my perception of art. Much like my goal to be vulnerable in my own work, I’ve
realized how important it is to acknowledge the efforts made by other artists. I
may not always understand it, or agree with their point of view, but that’s
doesn’t disvalue their opinion or experiences. The fireside was a mélange of
ideas, personal stories, creative representations, and individual
interpretations of life. I feel that I’ve expanded or developed my viewpoints
through that experience, which is perhaps the reason for art in the first
place.